Day 7

I found this chapter very interesting. For the weeks before I joined the program, I struggled with self deception so much deciving myself that I could get control on my own...deceiving myself into thinking that I didn't really have a food compulsion/ food obsession. Because I don't spend a whole lot of time with other adults becuase I am a SAHM I dind't need to hide my food from people in the day ...that is the last 7 years but before that...I am just remembering how literally I was a closet eater...Hiding from my roomates...taking their food! THen having to go to the store to replace it. So much shame can be involved in this disease becasue just like any other addiction it is such a catalyst for dishonesty.